Did'nt take me long to neglect my blog then did it? Oh dear.
Well the job search continues with very little progress. I sure picked a bad time to be unemployed (and i still dont understand all this cash crisis crap). Then again it could just be media hype thats making everyone panic and making matters work. Its hilarious really, how some people react to things that might possibly have a slight chance of happening. Like when they forcast snow, you go down to the supermarket theres not a loaf of bread or pint of milk in sight. Even all the flour and yeast gets sold. God forbid you dont get your slice of toast in the morning (And if people are making their own bread, are they buying cows aswell?)
Anyways the jorney for a job continues. And with every rejection, or no news at all, my confidence shriks. Which makes me annoyed with myself because i should'nt take it so personally, but hey, thats just me. So after a tearful and stressy week last week i'm back on form and feeling fine.
It's , my 20th birthday in 2 weeks and I'm having a joint party with my boyfriend the following week which will hopefully be f'ing awesome. I just want one of those epic nights where there are no fights or tears, just everyone letting go of their inhibitions and having a good time. And i love it when people let go, you find out a few things you never expected and there's usually a bit of naughtynesss in the mix.
Alcohol is a curious thing. I think its healthy to get drunk every now and again, enjoy the feeling of not caring and having the confidence to act differently and say things your too shy or scared to normally. It's sad that it takes you to be intoxicated before you can reveal parts of yourself but maybe thats how it should be.
Well i went of on a tangent again there. Signing off for now, keep smiling.