Well Hello

I'm new to this blogging business so im not sure how to start. Like this i guess. Well i don't know if these will ever get read, maybe i don't mind. Its an online dairy really to vent my feelings.And who does'nt want to tell the world what there up to in the hope someone may be interested? Theres no harm in it. In fact reading about the lives of others is fascinating. Having an insight to a complete strangers life is quite a privlege and can be inspiring.
So if anyones interested out there I'll tell you a bit about myself. I'm nearly 20, i'm unemployed and currently going through the ordeal of interveiws in the hope someone will take me on. The plan is to work for a year or so and go travelling with my boyfriend(of just over a year). I still live at home, in a smallish town where. It sucks sometimes because if you bump into someone and don't know them personally..someone you know will. This can be annoying beacuse you get the feeling everyone knows everyone else's business. However it can also be kinda comforting as there is a underlying feeling of saftey for anyone who lives here.
Im one of the few people in my peer group at school who didnt go to uni, and the friends that are left, though few, are my closest.
In the blogs to come i'll expand on the finer details of my friends, boyfriend and what i get up to.

So back to the present. My life feels like its on hold at the moment, until i get a job. Money is a major factor..on doing most things in life really, which is a shame. With all my friends in jobs theres not much to do for me but try to find things to do at home, look for a job and wait to meet my boyfriend in the evenings when he gets off work. He's a podietrist think i spelt it right) and graduated from uni this year. But yes it's hard to really live in the moment and plan fun thigns to do when you feel so resticted. And i hate not feeling like im living my life and just drifting. `It can't last forever so i remain positive and plod on.
Should get a phone call from my latest interview tomorrow or thursday..so figers crossesd and i'll let you know how it goes.
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